October 29/2012

Days Go by..Neither ones is/was productive day..I supposed!
Kepala Hotak aku pun dah Ala2 berjambol tok..

And suddenly suzen..tang ada2 terfikir...something about man character..their differences or whatever it is lah..couldn't care less to even mention it over here..

Well cut it out, I wrote this, not for you to understand, this I am sure, perhaps I'm doin' it on purpose..

There goes my unproductive days, neither at workplace nor at my own place.. #fourtothefloor (flat aka condominium not that luxury one)

Bring it to different phase, about me- finished my reading on "The Notebook" , eventually, all I can summarized and my assumption was... Hence! the man in either movie or written in books are totally and clearly to be state "Nonexistent" at all...the kind of soft-spoken, loving, devoted or whatever it is mention in there... (only in books and movie, hell-to-the-NO in this real world and reality of life) #okayimmumbling and blabber-mouthed consistently... Who can be blame?

By the way, this happened today..another different story apart from early story I did wrote just now..
........I'm on a highway to hell-ACDC on my playlist/nowplaying

....'and why is it necessary to scold me whenever all you have to do is, explain with the low/soft-tone..sure, the dumbest on earth could have understand' ... For this making me, wanna slap somebody in their face.. Unfortunately I'm not going to do that... What more to say this person is....... 'tutttt' *to whom it may concern

P/S: I'm a bit pissed off now..

And I feel like to sing along to this verse

"...I turn the music up, I got my records on
I shut the world outside until the lights come on
Maybe the streets alight, maybe the trees are gone
I feel my heart start beating to my favorite song
...And all the kids they dance, all the kids all night
Until Monday morning feels another life
I turn the music up, I'm on a roll this time
And heaven is in sight...." (coldplay-every tear bla..bla..bla..) all time fav!

The day it went thru the mouth of the devils

...I try my best to forget
But then, stilllllll I find myself tormented by your 'highly-offensive' chooses of words.. That I myself can't even take a single stare upon your not-so-pretty-face..
You owe me some respect.. And for that, you already loose my respect on you..

Raya galore

This is post about us celebrating the big festive in our country Malaysia and all Muslim in the world celebrate as well..




First of eid 2012, raya with family and siblings.. At parents house




The best thing about hari raya is... All the families will gathering at one place..












This was taken, 2nd of eid.. Near kampung Muara Tuang, Kota Samarahan, where my moms childhood flames heheh
The one in those orange citrus dress, my eldest sister, came all the way from kuala lumpur just to celebrate eid with us here in Sarawak
She's my sister too, the one whos wearing white Baju kurung and hijab, plus the cake galore, display all the way on the table!! Isnt it marvelous! Look at those madness!




And this was me yesterday, 3rd of eid..ready to go for visiting and house-hopping heheheh













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Yes..this is me

Source: instagram/perfectsayings

There you go

So this is what happened.....when the people you know and the people who always like to bother your life...following you in every of your social network..
Its always like, back to the bedlam! Constantly..
Lame, and cliche feeling..
It's sure good thing...yet at the same time,it began to annoyed you..so much that you couldn't bear
then...they start talking behind your back, they start to get jelous and so on..they start being like "Mr/Mrs Know-it-all"
This is totally such a complicated circumstance and situation, they making!
With all un-necessary judge and unpleasant comment here and there..
Oh I'm just so sick and nausea! For this people trying to be smart-Ass..

P/S:: this is just for certain people..
To whom it may concerned
Till the next post..XoXo~~~~

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Fashion Week - Milan Fashion Week Review Fall/Winter 2011-2012 MFW | Fas...

ADDICTED TO FASHION TV

Cafe Paris Lounge - Mixed by DJ Dimsa

everything i love and wanted to have

outfit and hair

color me lovely

Angus & Julia Stone - For you

know me better by feel my melody and taste of music

flow loose

Lykke Li - Until We Bleed

addicted to...

today melody

the song is..breathtaking

today melody

the song is..breathtaking

quite like...

from now on, here is the place where i will post everything i like to keep.... and inspired by..

sunday tuned on

i just love all the girls and the models in this both videos!! i love the girl at 1:10 i love Tony Garn, Constance and the rest!!!



 till then..

but I still want to blogging

Yeah it's 1:39Am..in Malaysia Kuching Sarawak now
I'm thinking of my "baju raya" well it's just somewhere around the corner..
In a blink of eyes it's raya already, I'm not really into 'last minute' kinda thing this year..
I hope my tailor who's responsible in making my dress can be rely on..
Just say my pray
Somehow, I might come a it overdress, I reckon (myself) got so many ruffles here & there.. Nonetheless I still stick to something much much flowy and not something that's too tight
Maybe I might use this (design in image/picture) as inspiration, but then, not exactly the same







I just hope, it's gonna be better..wish me luck
Till then..











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Black out & depressed

Everything I do.... Always seems like I did something wrong.... In front of the eyes of the 'beholder'
Heart wrenching..
This heart is exhausted to bear it all....over and over again
I can't afford to lose my faith anymore
Till then,
Sincerely and purely








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It's M-O-N-D-A-Y again

Last firday night, I throw-a-party (not that big big one) it's just a small celebration to my little ones.. He's turned to 1 year old now..happy birthday baby

















Till then...

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Inner-sense

This can defined what my style & fashion sense is all about..at least, I always influenced and get inspired by all of 'em

































And so much more...........

Till then...



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Let's talk about... E-f-f-o-r-t

What u really kno 'bout this "effort" words? I believe everyone of us did a lot of effort in their very own life for something significantly important.. Me likewise..
Everyday in my life, there's always an effort to do.. In every such of thing I must say
Such as, to look beautiful, good behaviour, done all the good deeds..probably I've done Quite a lot all this while..sometimes it paid by compliments from others and sometime they did not.. But the worst part is, when it comes to the people that u care the most, doesn't give a shit about your effort..it feels like..I am doin something in vain..it leaves me with this 'heart-wrenching' feeling..
As a matter of fact, Its always end up..as if I've done anything wrong...











Till then....

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