Why it has to be so hard in the real life version... and why it looks so sweet and too perfect in the books or even in the movies!

Sunday, 7 July 2013
Thursday, 16 May 2013
This so called two years toddler
dah abis toys bah...main baldi gik...aduiiiiiyai http://www.keek.com/!w8Fecab
Wednesday, 8 May 2013
The cure to migraine
Fakta kepada semua rakyat jelata:
Penyebab-penyebab lain migraine,
Perubahan cuaca.
Cuaca terang matahari atau lampu.
Bunyi bising yang kuat.
Bau yang kuat.
Menonton tv, memandang skrin komputer dengan lama.
Stress dan tekanan emosi. Sesetengah orang mengalami migrain selepas menghadapi tekanan emosi dan sesetengahnya semasa menghadapi tekanan emosi.
Jantina. Perempuan lebih kerap (tiga hingga empat kali lebih kerap berbanding lelaki).
Rawatan
Rawatan tanpa ubat-ubatan
Menghadkan pemakanan dan makan secara teratur.
Perempuan yang menghadapi migrain sebelum haid perlu mengurangkan pengambilan garam kerana garam boleh menyebabkan fluid retention (lihat di atas).
Pengurangan stress seperti senaman yang kerap dan teratur dan mengamalkan teknik-teknik untuk mengurangkan tegangan badan.
Kenakan benda yang panas seperti menggunakan botol air panas ke tempat yang sakit.
Kenakan benda yang sejuk seperti beg yang mengandungi ais.
Cara hidup yang lebih teratur seperti makan secara teratur dan dapatkan tidur yang cukup.
Baring di tempat yang gelap dan senyap pada permulaan migrain.
Biofeedback. Pesakit diajar mengawal pengembangan dan pengecutan otot dan saluran darah. Teknik ini lebih berkesan jika diajar kepada pesakit kanak-kanak.
Rawatan lain yang mungkin boleh menolong anda ialah refleksologi (urut saraf kaki). Petua orang-orang tua seperti basahkan bahagian bawah (iaitu dari kaki ke badan dan ke kepala) dahulu semasa anda mandi mungkinjuga berkesan.
Tuesday, 7 May 2013
Maxis wifi home internet
Maxis home internet...the one that i subscribed... it has it own pro's & con's
Seingat aku..26hb april tek installed and tok baruk jak 7hb may..supposed to be sebulan... tapi tek..so far, aku terpaksa top up rm30 mun nak makei service..sebab data dah abis...top up rm30 ya dah twice! Not even a week!!! Gilaaaaaa.... tapi speed nya nang lah x da tandingan..... masalahnya... sik kan la nak alah2 top up! Apuuuuuuu.... last friday noon... baru top up rm30 utk second time... for 2g add up..sik tauk how long it last this time ..cukup lah add up duak kali utk masa tok... rm60 dah! Belum sebulan! I have to pay rm160 utk bil bulan tok! Gila! Sedangkan aku subscribed untuk rm99/ month.... madness!!!
Migraine and gastrik
Why do u like me so much?
Can u please break up with me?
Because i can't stand the way you're doing me headache..
And gastrict..i really really sick of u...
Please abandon my body..i need u to do it real fast...
Coz there's assignment that i have to submit...there's a job i need to do..
If i was a rich girl....then i'm not really bother
Susahnya bila sakit
Tuhan sengaja kali...sama ada maok nunjok ataupun memberi petunjok....
Ternyata org yg aku rasa akan berlaku adil dgn aku... sik seperti yang aku jangka kan... malah menghamburkan kata-kata yang menyakitkan hati lagik ada....
Lumrah maknusia.....
Bercakap memang sik ingat dunia..
Berjanji memang yang baek-baek sahaja....
Tapi why me? Kenak dengan org yg sepatutnya dihamburkan dgn kata2 sedemikian sik diluahkan? Why must i???? Why me?????
Aku bencik bila muka sorang2 sidaknya terbayang d mata aku...
Most of it, aku bencik why aku ajak nya berani meluahkan rasa geramnya!!! While the others...bersenang-lenang! Bila nya stress, aku lah pakei anok... seriously i hate this situation...
I wanna be alone and single again... with my one and only son..we travel the world..released my mind
Sunday, 28 April 2013
Maxis wifi
Im stunned by its speed!!! Tok baruk nya! Berbaloi2! I can on multiple gadget in one time... ipad,macbook, iphone and samsung S3! Semua di on nya empun wifi! And kelajuan...memang unbelievable!
Friday, 26 April 2013
New wifi
We manage to installed a new wifi brand to our home..
Sikda makei wimax agik..
Maxis/hotlink so far so good..
Jangan lah meragam agik..im so sick of it
Saturday, 20 April 2013
Boredom
If u ask me about my *************** i guess its totaly my right to say that im already....boring with it.... all my feelings are long gone and fades away... alreadt over it.... life as we know it
Saturday, 13 April 2013
When u pokai
Everybody's gonna lose their respect upon u...
Eeverybody's just so annoying...
Everybody's going to judge on u... on every single move that u take...
They will learn to deny your rights
Internet or wifi
Wimax poor service!!! And i begin to hate u... do not let me terminate u and didnt pay my bill on u... i am a good subscriber, i pay my bills monthly and on time, but then again..look at your fucking retarded services... slow and pig as hell! Sorry, thats the words seems to describe your service nowadays... its occur a month already! But the people who is responsible in this matter..didnt give a single damn and didnt take or do any action!!! Shitttt... i feels like..it didnt worth my every single penny
Friday, 5 April 2013
Kinda mess up
I suspect something wrong....
I donno... me myself still don't have a clear vision about things happened..
Yang pasti...
He's totally change..from someone who's good..to someone who's 'wannabe hate' by me... i dono
Thursday, 4 April 2013
I am learning and learning..and learning....to improved myself
Though motherhood is the most important of all the professions requiring more knowledge than any other department in human affairs there was no attention given to preparation for this office. --Elizabeth Cady Stanton
Tuesday, 2 April 2013
One thing at a time!
Nowadays....
One errands...one day..one time...
I couldn't afford to.... 3 errands or 4 errands at a time...
My brain is stuck if there's too many task in one whole day and i can't think wise...
Whoaaa bengang
Maxis...whyyyyy???? Adoh kenak mesti semua ada ajak la masalah! Celcom reya... sik sampei 30hari data dah abis...maxis tok apa agik kah masalah! Shittttttttttt happened!!! Geram aku eh!
Gney gik tok kah..heran juak aku! Marek reload rm10 hilang begitu sahaja... kali aku on mobile data kali...
Akan tetapi...hari tok tek..aku baruk jak reload rm10 pagi tok tek..and then aku reload juak /active kan juak hot tiket aku...and aku on la mobile data!!!!! Ko paham x...kredit aku nok sepuloh ringgit tek ilang juak!!!!!! Dah la aku dah top up hot tiket rm30!!! Gila!!!! Dalam duak hari... rm10 reload 2 igek... and rm30 hot tiket.... nang langsung x dpt d pakei!!! Gila babi pig sik!!!! How it cost me!!!! Rugiiiiii..... aku belom kaya....mun aku kaya.. aku sik kesah rm50 ya ilang begitu sahaja!!!!! X puas ati aku eh....mun aku da makei tek semua service ya...sik hal!!!!!!!! Arghhhh aku rasa nak nerais tok...muka aku pun dah kedak makan cukak sebotol2!!! Sikda mood!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Maxis!!! U ruined my day!!!!! Dah la akh terbangun aher ari tok tek! 6:40Am! Alarm tang ada disfunction! Suddenly suzen henpon pentar ku tok shutdown sikda batteri!! As far as i can remember...last night when i go to bed..aku diat batteri telepon aku still at 20% something....selalunya bertahan jak sampei siang... pa kes kah last night x bertahan!!! Gilaaaa...stress aku aieh...a bad starter for the whole day i guess! Aku tauk muka ku dah nang dah kedak cucor jompot tok! Yobi kimak eh...stress ku aieh...... sialeng mena!!! Siaw!!!!! Fux! Shit! Damn! Semua ada.... i hate this!!!
Makes me wonder...... aku dah try berjimat cermat! Still my cash flow....aku sik paham............nya jadi sedikit sebelum tengah bulan pun!!! Gila eh kedak tok! I wonder what did i pay anyway....where the money's gone.... aku nang dah x berbelanja kedak dolok....aku berbelanja dgn berhemat (berhemah lah sangat) tapi nang bena lah...aku x da gik sukati nak bershopping bah.... aku beli yg jadi keperluan ajak..... aku hairannnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kereta aku rm600, mak aku rm300, (lain kali gaji nait, nait juak la aku berik mak aku), rm100 wimax a.k.a wifi aku, rm100 aku dump ke mastercard aku (tok pun sama..tunggu gaji besar lok..dpt bayar lebih), astro ku belom bayar.. astro tok pun sama juak...ada charge2 tersembunyi...cobalah fix bayaran ya....huishhhh aku bencikkkkkkkkkkk...bagus gik nangga tv1,2,3 ajak..boh ber-astro... (sikkkkk,mun rumah x ber-astro kelak,ada ajak lah mulut puaka pandei nak nganok...) sesungguhnya bila ngenang kehidupan d dunia tok yang Un-Fair... rasa mok mati jak... berani jak rasa maok mati...tapi bila ngenang dosa and amal belum banyak....takut nak mati....harus bagaimana lagiiiii....
Macam ney la agik nak bejimat owh...dah bejimat nang ku itong bena2 eh duit and bajet! Kali...boh bayar apa2 kali nak.... ermmm belum tambah bayar insuran anak rm150...ya every 12th in a new month... entahlah.....aku pun heran.... where's the money goes! Kali nya maok aku makan sayo ijo daun tiap ari and masak d rmh..and mkn ikan kembong goreng ajak... jangan sekali2 makan di luar... and mun pegi supermarket, beli brg yg palingggggggg murah d dunia kali..... baranngkali mun macam ya..... mungkin aku dpt simpan duit tiap bulan.... (setiap bulan..duit gaji aku x ada baki!!!!!)
Friday, 29 March 2013
The best thing about pengilan
Suka pelamin..
Suka nangga makeup penganten
Suka nangga crowd yg datang heheheh
And last but not least...
Suka begambar!!!!!! Hahahah
The best thing about pengilan
Suka pelamin..
Suka nangga makeup penganten
Suka nangga crowd yg datang heheheh
And last but not least...
Suka begambar!!!!!! Hahahah
Pengantin yg sporting
Thursday, 28 March 2013
When effort doesn't count!
I hate it! When it comes to......
When i had tried everything..and suddenly.... this fucking person...is just donno how to stop complaining...nagging...and whining around and critical criticts i have to hear and accept!
U just don't mess with me...just don't wake up the tiger! Haaaaaaa jangan terkejut mun aku jadi halilintar kakya!! Everyone has their limits..i am not an angel...diam bila d anok...nerimak bulat2 bila usaha x dihargai and di complain...bila kau rasa kau ajak betol! Oh i am not thay decent person..please.... u may take it or leave it! I just so sick of it.. and i just couldn't care less!
Don't ask mun muka aku dah kedak pokok ari jaik ok!
Perkara wajib yang aku tinggalkan...
Yes...as a muslim.... today i already neglect and didn't hold to my solah...
Since aku dah abis kitaran haid untuk bulan tok...aku dah mandi hadas juak tadik...tapi aku x sembahyang...
Ya ku malas...lepas abis haid lalu lah terbiasa dgn sik sembahyang....apa tek,belalak.... iblis nendak...
Ya allah ya tuhanku.. teguhkan lah iman ku...
Errands that not to be done today
Well...i supposed to run some errands today..and such
But then again..... malas lebih menguasai....delay agik la kerja aku...
1. Nak tukar sim card digi aku yang 'not working perfectly' on my blackberry bold..thats got so old
2. Got me a new facial wipes!
3. Pay the bills-astro
4. Changing my "kitchen tools" to a new one..as the old ones already burok..
5. And get some titsbits...
6. Oh not to forget, bayar rm50 and get those collagen akin care from kak waheeda
Thats sound like....gigantic list to be done...arghhh malas... opss *carwash...not to forget that..
Wednesday, 27 March 2013
apa di muka aku?
lepas cuci....aku terus engkah bb cream maybeline.....simple jer...
nowadays... aku try mengurang-ngurangkan benda2 di muka.. (malas sebenarnya...ya engkah ya ajak)
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ignore kan model ya...aku makei product ya ajak...k heheh... |
Oh my anak...
Dah pandei get along and main dgn peers.....my toddler...
Its good to see...he's running here and there..playing around..comel gilak..
oopsie daisy..
hahah i can watch those movies on and on again...
bah, before anything...now is..2013..march
suddenly ingin men-blogging-kan dan meng-congest kan blog world tok bah..
terpikir nak active agik year 2013 tok
aku dah 30 tahun di dunia... by this coming august..memang genap lah 30 tahun usia aku...dah menua..
and and and....... aging is already taking its toll on me.... fine lines wrinkles and whatsoever alien yang ada d muka aku yang 'paling dan teramat kacak' tok...alhamdulilah ciptaan Allah....
(Sapa la pasang lagu.. 'teman pengganti-black' ya eh...di buai2 jak nengar nya)
dan.....tahun 2013... jangan lah terlalu berat dugaan d berik thun tok...i just afraid i can't handle it...in my best
semakin tua...semakin kita belajar....bersyukur...mensyukuri nikmat....belajar bersederhana....merendah diri...selalu lah down-to-earth..humble..modest...in daily basis and towards people..
jangan la jadi sesetengah orang...riak... suka bermegah-megah..
yalah...me myself..pun not that really angel type of person..i am between GOOD & EVIL...
ada masa mun aku khilaf...aku jadi la evil juak..
ada masa..bila teringat ALLAH...aku pun switch on into a good person and done the good deeds..
apa-apa pun.....just go with the flow... that is unnecessarily trying to be perfect and.... appear so flawless in front of others... tapi hati macam setan...
exaggerate....not require in my life....in my circle..in my empire...
cehhhhhh ada empire kah aku....empire state building nun..ada la..
by the way, dah nangga move ROCK OO kah.... jangan lupak juak cerita "HUSIN,MON & JIN PAKAI TONCIT" hahahah......lawak mampus....
New collection
I manage to get a new one of MaM bottle for my son omar
At first..omar sik maok nyusu..sebab nangga botol ya lain dari botol nya sebelum..
*the new one that i bought is in purple color.. and the other two is botol lamak nya..thats y omar rasa pelek jak color botol baru
for some reason...
and for some reason...i guess..and figure it out, that..i do miss blogging..and mumbling and nagging and whatsoever....
For i think that i might start to get myself busy untuk mem-blog..heheheh
Sik la rasa tension and stress terbuku d hati...betol?????
Sumbanggggg?? Let it be..
And...for some reason... aku nge-post the best quote ever..and aku quite impressed!! Ayat2 yang ter-taip ya nang exactly and always happened in our beautiful life tok...